lately i’m interested in examining — & breaking —
(the) rules i’ve come to believe
particularly around art/making —
i prevent myself from creating
( & sharing )
somewhere in the rule/book:
art/istry is legitimized, defined
by (it’s) being shared publicly
because i’m afraid
that it’s not polished enough,
that it doesn’t make sense,
that it won’t resonate with enough people,
that it’s not legitimate,
that it’s not meaningful,
that it’s not well-curated,
that it’s not thoughtful or well_thought_out

maybe there’s something to be said
about typing_writing_filming_editing_performing_making
improvising
novice/ly
honest/ly
— in train/ing —
en_route to&through
non/linea_r(eal)ity
maybe this is precisely
the writing,
the right_thing
— naturally —