lately i’m interested in examining — & breaking —

(the) rules i’ve come to believe

particularly around art/making —

i prevent myself from creating

( & sharing )

    somewhere in the rule/book:
    art/istry is legitimized, defined
    by (it’s) being shared publicly






because i’m afraid

that it’s not polished enough,

that it doesn’t make sense,

that it won’t resonate with enough people,

that it’s not legitimate,

that it’s not meaningful,

that it’s not well-curated,

that it’s not thoughtful or well_thought_out





maybe there’s something to be said

about typing_writing_filming_editing_performing_making

improvising

novice/ly

honest/ly

— in train/ing —

en_route to&through

non/linea_r(eal)ity





maybe this is precisely

the writing,

the right_thing

— naturally —








Mark